This site presents an exercise in autobiography inspired by the Greek vase and Greek vase painting.The experiment assumes a tipping point of accumulated autobiographical pieces, at which a sense of the whole person may be revealed to the astute reader.
Each of us is a continuum of family. I have three
such heritages, those of my adoptive family and paternal and maternal birth
families. Adverse circumstances at the beginning of life initiated a mild but
affective psychological dissociative state that lasted for forty-seven years.
Throughout those years and in the years since, the challenge, beyond
survival, has been to discover the facts of the life that bears my name. To
give substance to my discoveries and the processes they engendered I placed
faith in the written word. A lifetime of observation of self and others has
taught me the values of shared experience. Acknowledging this I commit myself
to the public record, trusting that some part or parts of my experiences may be
of use to another.
It is an imperfect world. The parts of it that
concerned myself were revealed in frequently baffling fragments, such as an
archeological dig presents. Each fragment, suggesting a larger picture and
often leading to further fragments, possessed a uniquely compelling attraction.
Though they came to hang together in a more or less conventional manner, my
fondness remains for these individual shards over which I often stumbled in my
quest and which served to maintain my sanity in moments of doubt. This was a
life-affirming process. To honor it I can do no other than to publish my
discoveries through presentation of these shards.
I have divided the theme of family into Personal
History and Family History.
A third category, Writings,
gathers fiction and essays reflecting generalized observation not necessarily
related to family. Inclusion is ongoing and titles of all entries are listed
under Additions
with an entry date. A main page (Personal
History, Family History,
Writings
and Additions
are hot-linked) provides a list of hot-linked titles, each accompanied by a
brief description.
The
lives of family-related historical figures presented at this site include
William Walter Phelps (1839-1894), corporate lawyer, Republican congressman,
diplomat and jurist, Joseph Earl Sheffield (1793-1882), cotton broker, railroad
financier and philanthropist, and the Polish portrait painter Raymond Kanelba
(1897-1960).
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